its 3.36 am and i cant get to sleep. my teeth, i meant gum is aching after the extraction. ok during the extraction i completely felt numb and now it feels so 'bisa'. she pull out two teeth of mine and i hope that wont affect my speech. for instance when baby starts growing their teeth, they get sick thats the exact feeling i'm having now. next week another 2 teeth and she will put the braces behind teeth first. oh god, i did not imagine going through not only such a tedious process but super duper painful one too. and she inserted some sort of band in between my teeth and its rather irritating. i cant and dont want to think how it will be like for me when the braces is fixed. i shall catch supernatural and hope i feel spleepy. morning people(: will be going out to celebrate beckett's birthday.
blog's super boring with no pics.


I'm having a pimple breakout. only 2 pimples. ok i exaggerated it was a breakout.
i borrowed supernatural from zummy a week ago and i've just watched 3 freaking episodes. i have to make time because its getting real interesting and i want to know why did the demon killed sam's girlfriend. sam and dean is so cute, HAHA! i'm actually scared out of my wits. next tuesday i'm gonna have f wires in my mouth and i dont know how to manage with the pain. in a week's time. i've to overcome this ordeal. i'm afraid real afraid. i sound like a real coward now. friends give me moral support please(: the pain, so unbearable. i'll fret it next tuesday. now lets enjoy first.
GOODNIGHT loves♥

Monday, January 21, 2008 @ 11:08 PM

hello. went out with fatheen and zummy yesterday. zummy left soon and i spent my day with fatheen. she's nice to hang out with. we talked and crapped a lot.the acrylic paint i bought eventually is of no official use ? its not helping. i've got to figure something out. i WANT WANT to use the shoes.
you know what!
i apparently had a fuck-ed up incident. MY HEAD WAS HIT REAL HARD when i did nothing. you fucking know how hard it was ? it felt like some guy hit me in the head. i had to stop before realising i was hit by this ROUGH lady. playing is nothing but going real rough is a big deal. i had a bad headache till i took a nap in the afternoon. my head felt real heavy as if i was tuning to some heavy metal song.i've never in my life been hit on the head by ANY of my besties nor my mum so where does that fucking leave you. i SWEAR not to talk or be friends with someone fucking rough as i don't want to be breaking a bone some day. FUCKING outrageous. wait the FUCKING big deal is when i did nothing and i got slammed and when you saw me you had the fucking cheek to ask why was i sian ?
i so much better after talking to darl. she cheered me up(: she'll buy 2 chocs for me so called a 'compensation'. it hurts, imagine how hard that was.
anyway people, zummy and me have started a blog shop. we figured out that its the best way to be earning money.

ZUMMYandMY blog shop

Friday, January 18, 2008 @ 10:52 PM

i'm BACK! i practically had no time to blog. the last 3 days, i was so in need of sleep. the motivational camp was effective,amazingly and tiring too. i've got a lot of things to say! i feel like a different person inside now. i do realise i've taken a lot of things for granted in life.
NOW, i'm freaking going to strive hard to achieve my goals. NO more,NATO(no action,talk only).i dont want to be saying all this and BAMMM within the next three days i forget all about it.
i went up and actually gave a speech. its sad that mum was not there. i wanted to say all this words in her presence. i went home and told her all this stuffs and she was saying,"SO YOU REALLY ARE motivated now ?"! weird thing was that i was wondering if i made a fool of myself up there. i still thought of being graceful! WTH? at the most emotional period i thought of being graceful ? am i not right ? i'm not giving any shit to being graceful ok! i got over it.
and i heard the worst thing there too. at that point of time i really had no self-control. hey boy you'll have our support all the way i promise that. and RAFI! be strong we can go through this together.another fucking weird thing, i was crying like nobody's business. and when i eventually stopped for a moment i asked if i was exaggerating and went back to crying! haha, you can laugh but i dont even know why too.
HAIZUM RAMAN, earned 10 bucks from staurt. lucky lady. partly my credit(:
I ACTUALLY hug nurul but did not say much but i was being sarcastic i guess by saying,"HEY, i've forgiven you but i wanna hear an apology ok ?" i'm not a bitch!
before i end i would just like to add on, FRIENDS who have been there for me all the way thank you! esp darl and haizum whose been taking my crap and attitude and still be there for me. I LOVE AND AM GRATEFUL for all i've got.

PICTURES!

Monday, January 14, 2008 @ 10:27 PM

i finally got the SUPERNATURAL season 1 cd from zummy! WOHOO!
i went to tp poly jam with zummy on sat and it was great except for the fact that it was only me and her. MISER! the others could not make it. is a pity really but we had fun. tuition is killing me at the moment. i find it hard to actually manage my time with only two tuition. i'm adjusting. i want to buy silver acrylic paint to cover the pink holes of my shoes. as its a pity to just leave it, finding opportunities to sneak around like a thief in those shoes. hoping to get it real soon.
DARL'S BACK! she bought me prezzies and i love the watch and necklace. thank you lady. hmmm whatever your decision is, its yours i'll be behind though disappointed. i hope you'll still tell me everything. even if we argue, it wont be so bad till we give each other silent treatment, it wont i'm sure. but i do do hope you'll give it a thought.

Wednesday, January 09, 2008 @ 11:24 PM

DARL'S COMING BACK TOMORROW MORNING,2 am. WOHOO!
i miss her truck loads. cca this friday if i dont go i'll be given lrc like DARN ass man! i only go just to show my face and ends up making my life miserable. its sad very sad esp when darl's not there. AHHHHHHHHH! i'm so tired. i'll be going to pasir ris to make my ez card and if i were to lose it again, i indeed should hang one around my neck.WAIT, i shouldnt be losing it AGIAN! what was i thinking ? i'm freaking sleepy so night peeps.

Friday, January 04, 2008 @ 10:59 PM

i'm upset real upset now. i've lost my ez link again. AGAIN! dad just topped up 10 bucks and my bus concession pass. i'm sure to be dead if he were to know that. i've lodge a report at toa payoh and tampines transit because thats where bus no. 8 shuttles to and fro. i hope some kind soul out there will return my card back please. its a hassle having to take 55 cents out and i take 4 buses. that makes it 2 bucks, a quarter to my allowance. for sure i've got to fork out the damn 2 bucks. mum was saying i'm really just too muddle-headed. i want my card back. my days ahead will be so troublesome, digging out for coins.though its a little too late to say this but i swear to keep my card real safe. i'll keep it in my wallet or hand it around my neck if i have to.
I WANT MY CARD BACK! I WANT IT TO BE FOUND! PLEASEEEEEEE.
school, rafi is seating behind me. his nice yes but a nuisance too. half the time his disturbing. darn my luck!
went to popular just now and most stationery are out of stock and the notebooks too. it was really limited.i'll go to the outlet at orchard someday.
in any case i still hope to find my card.

Thursday, January 03, 2008 @ 10:03 PM

i'm so tired. i'm still not use trying to sleep at 11 and wake up 6. i'll miss miami ink episodes. i know in no time it will be back to normal but its making me so tired and drained. was rushing to get my book reviews done. my malay teacher was real sweet and nice she gave us a 50% discount. we'll only have to do 3 book reviews and hand in 1 tomorrow and the other 2 next week. i read only 3 pages and ran off to watch tv. finding the 10 words were so easy and as a matter of fact its not something i'm suppose to be extremely proud of.
but my malay suck!i was brimming with confidence thinking its the first week of sch and there wont be cca and then BAMMM, i got a call. i had everything planned for tomorrow.
go popular shop for stationery, file and a pretty notebook. and it all had to be disturbed. i'm stucked, i dont know whether to go or not.
i miss darl.

Wednesday, January 02, 2008 @ 8:11 PM

start of school and it did not go pretty well at first.zummy and i were late cause apparently zummy left her house at 715 so from tomorrow onwards she agreed that i should message her at 650. our names were not booked for that, good enough. during attire check teachers claimed my shoes were unacceptable so blah blah blah. mrs poh called my parents but lucky me they switched of their phones but somehow she managed to get them. she's my physic teacher that makes it difficult for my to sneak around in that shoe.
so when i came home my mum was like saying,"first day, and your discipline master called me.
i replied,"mum it cant be helped the just dont know style. everything has to be plain jane.BORING!
mummy did not scold or anything like that.
after school went out with my mum and i was in for a treat. WOHOO! and mum bought munchy doughnut. i've never really tried the doughnuts there cause i love the doughnuts at malaysia but damn its nice.

Tuesday, January 01, 2008 @ 6:43 PM

Happy New Year people. sch's tomorrow and i hate that thought except for being able to see my friends. zummy was chatting with me just now and we happened to talk about the homeworks, as usually just freak a little only a day before. i've been searching for a bag pack or a sling back but am not able to get any i like. i'm not opening my eyes big enough! till then i'll continue to look around. finally darl contacted me, after weeks of failing to do so. she says she enjoys eating camels. alright i'm joking there. i hope 2008 we'll be a great year for you people and me.